I’m working, and it’s not really that fun. I’m in jr. chef’s camp this week and I *have to try all the camper’s food to decide who made it the best, so basically let the gaining of 5 pounds commence. I’M ALSO WORKING LEGO ROBOTICS NEXT WEEK. KILL ME NOW. 

Also I don’t get pain until June 29th. When I’m done working. So basically I am broke until then. Like -20$ broke. I just want instant gratification with some cash…..blahhh…and I wanna buy clothes 

My sunburn from two weeks ago is finally healing. It was rough. Like my legs looked like diseased dragon skin and I’m pretty sure I was leaving like snake skin shedding like pieces from my shoulders everywhere. My sweet boyfriend kept on reassuring me and telling me they weren’t that bad, and I felt really good about myself. But then the next day at the pool my friends were all like, “GET YO NASTY ASS CRUSTY ARMS AWAY FROM ME”. Literally exact words. Can’t make it up. I felt the love, and then hid under a towel to hide the monster that I was. 

Also I’ve been so distant from some of my friends lately. This is all my fault. PATTI, IF YOU ARE READING THIS I MISS YOU AND LOVE AND MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND WE NEED TO HANG SOON. JUST PROBABLY NOT DURING THE WEEK BECAUSE I’M EXHAUSTED AND USUALLY ANGRY AFTER CAMP ALL DAY AND I GO HOME AND TAKE LIKE 2 HOUR NAPS. BUT I MISS YOU AND OUR SHENANIGANS. WE ALSO WATCHED LION KING AT LUNCH LAST WEEK AND WHEN CAN YOU FEEL THE LOVE TONIGHT CAME ON I REALLY JUST WANTED TO BELT IT OUT, BUT I RESTRAINED MYSELF. I HOPE YOU READ THIS PATTI BECAUSE IF YOU DON’T THIS MIGHT BE REALLY AWKWARD. 

Speaking of Awkward, that premeries soon! YAYYYY! BEAU MIRCHOFF ALL AROUND! 

I’ve told myself I’m gonna get on the workout wagon for the past two weeks…LOL. I have a Jillian Michaels DVD I keep on meaning to start, but you know how that goes….

My boyfriend is in Africa until next Thursday. Wahhhh. It hasn’t even been a week.  I miss him. I feel so dependent and it kinda freaks me out a lot. But I just really miss him and I just have a lot of emotions and I just wanna cuddle and go on walks and hold hands. I’m such a girl. But, I know he’s probably having a super awesome fantastic and I’m so so so happy for him. I also may or may not have read the quick little facebook message he sent me today about 100 times. I also may or may not have swooned everytime I read the part where he said he missed me so much. I just miss him. Leave me alone. I know I shouldn’t wish away the summer, but I just want the next two weeks to go by quickly. 

Feel free to shoot me in the foot after that ^^ 

Hmm…what else….I should go to bed. I have to get up at 6:30 tomorrow. 

I also don’t want band to start. Ever. Ever. Ever. I don’t miss it. I don’t miss the people. Minus some, I guess. I am going into this year with the most pessimistic attitude about it. 

I’ve also just been hardcore creeping on tumblr the past month/been kind of over it… 

no one will probably read this and I’m ok with that. 

*lol. let’s be real. this is the best part of my job/all summer. i am more than glad to taste 5th graders culinary masterpieces….which are surprisingly not that bad. today was pancakes and pizza. tomorrow is omelets and chicken fingers. bring it on. 

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Finally!

And I feel really good in it!

And I got new shoes!

And they make me taller!

And I’m so excited to get confirmed! 

:(

Someone take me. 

along with every other thing in my pantry.  

i’m happy. 

so happy. 

so so so happy.